it doesn't help that...

yesterday was the anniversary of my Papa passing away

my parents come over for a visit, stayed the night, brought over a couch, end tables, kitchen table and chairs, and my Papa's bike

I have not been able to work out since Sunday morning and need to since I was on the ice 4 times this past weekend and I am definitely losing it within the next 12 hours if I don't

I should just go to bed but I am wide awake and nothing will be of much help at the moment

I am donating plasma in the morning because I am COMPLETELY BROKE! I literally have maybe $6 total, in my bank accounts

my room is a mess

my hockey gear reeks

oh and did I mention, that because of money and a bunch of other stuff, I WILL NOT BE PLAYING HOCKEY!?!?!?!?!?

I need a job right now

or school to start, but even then that won't help

I am $9,000 short of being able to pay for tuition, books, rent, and life this next school year

*sigh*

my life is just peachy right now